Never ending

 I thought I was settled, until today's appointment where I was told a mess of nothing.  The fibrosis is at the bottom, the infiltrates are at the top.  One wasn't mistaken for another, I have both, so my bubble burst and I went from fear to relief back to fear.  Still no answers, still no referral from 9 am.  And no Rx for a few Ativan.  My cousin's wife recommended Trazodone which is an antidepressant that helps with anxiety and sleep, non habit forming and without side effects.  Whatever.  If I hear nothing by noon tomorrow, I am calling Cleveland Clinic, this is ridiculous.

Carole is now in the hospital, straight from the doctor office.  She will be there for a while and they are not sure what's going on with her lymphatic system and CHF after weeks of her feet becoming huge.  She does not listen to me, always waits until the situation is severe, and will end up in Cleveland I'm sure.  My untrained but usually correct mind says cellulitis.  Huge water blister and others on toes, painful touch, red, swollen.

Petey has a leg injury that appears to becoming infected, Bud is back in his shell, we have no one to care for these brats and especially when Bud needs almost constant coaxing.  Leaving to stay in Cleveland may be necessary but we'll see what happens.

We have no mail service since the street is blocked but there is a package on my step that I will open later.   I am just spent right now.

I did choose two samplers to start but honestly, I doubt that will happen until some answers will clarify both our ailments.  It's a damn shame I dislike wine and other such beverages.  Someone asked how I tolerate those citrus candies.  They are not chewed, rolled, or in contact with my burning tongue.  Kept between cheek and gum, I can swallow the dissolving juice without involving my hot zone.  And they aren't even close to the acid in fresh citrus.

I have chosen Ann Stone (old R&R) many times but never pulled linen or threads.  Solid color section at the bottom, a small amount of over one.  The other is  Rachel Hyde with that fabulous vine border and line of trees.  It looked large to me but it really isn't.  More over one than Ann but doable I guess.  

I just heard from Carole and she said they may be moving her to Cleveland.  The dentist today told me to come tomorrow afternoon, this cavity is so close to the nerve and it must be covered now.  But I may not be here.  I wonder if visitors are allowed because I would be able to stay in her room and then check out doctors there.  I do not think anyone here will have any answers.

But I have a package and can't remember an order so I best check it.

 

Enjoy your evening folks.  

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