This one. I love it!
OK. Truth time.
I am having a difficult time. Crying a lot. To others I'm just making a face since it's twisted and no tears come. I just can't stop thinking of bygone days ... my mom, my aunts, my sis, the gatherings. The regrets. Things I should have done. I know this is normal, many experience this especially during holidays.
My doctor has not updated me on my lung, it's tricky and he needed to speak with a few surgeons. Still waiting.
Enough.
I want to mention an item that I am planning to order, thought it may interest you too. I've been looking for a magnetic knife holder and still haven't found one that holds the knives straight. Mine eventually slide down or sideways. Then I realized what a great tool for my sewing room this would be. A short one on wall above ironing board, another next to sewing machine or on cabinet. Various scissors, the letter opener I use to poke corners, hemostats, sewing gauges, metal clip to hold pattern.
A few of these bars also have a rod for adjustable hooks, hang a pouch of wonder clips, bag of candy, spray bottle, extra glasses, glue stick. What do you think?
Smallest is 10", should be enough, maybe 12". Keeping my scissors handy will be a great help along with other tools always misplaced.
'Ya think?
First batch done.
Last weekend before Christmas.
Loads of sick people here! Be careful.**********
14 comments:
I`m sorry to hear you`re having such a difficult time. Now that I`m older I find the holidays a sad time of year, missing loved ones much like you are. Trying to appreciate what I do have...but those moments of sadness are there. Hope you have more good days than bad ones.
Bless you, Marley. Perhaps honor those you miss...light a candle, sing a carol, bless the air you breathe with pine and rosemary. All is well.
Dear Marly, I too have been remembering past times and family members who are no longer with us. I am trying to focus on the good things, most especially the birth of our Lord and Savior. Where would we be without Him. I pray the melancholy turns to joy for you and me and everyone who goes through it during these beautiful holidays.
I have always loved going shopping during the craziness of the last few days before Christmas. I don’t know what it is but it brings me joy. So yesterday, we went shopping. To crazy Hobby Lobby, are we nuts? Well, God did not fail. We had so much fun with other shoppers, just chit chatting and laughing and being happy. I hope some of that joy comes your way this Christmas season.
If you wouldn’t mind sharing, I would love to get your nut roll recipe. My grandma and mom always made them and they were incredibly delicious. I found my mom’s recipe and all it said was, “walnuts, flour, eggs, sugar, vanilla.” I had no idea what to do. I have tried many recipes I have found in old cookbooks but they just don’t taste the same. And my rolls always split open on top. When I saw your picture, I was overjoyed to see they look exactly like my mom’s. If you wouldn’t mind sharing, I would so appreciate it.
Merry, blessed and joyous Christmas to you and your family.
Lisa B
I hope you find some happy to focus on regarding your gone relatives. Good or bad, what's done is done. We can hope to do better in the future with those still left.
Your recent finishes are wonderful. Bummer you had so much trouble with that one pompom trim.
Have no regrets of loved ones now gone. All is forgiven and they are with you always watching over and want only the best for you.
sorry you are having some sad times Marly. I guess we all do from time to time - especially at the holidays. It's been difficult this year to get into any kind of Christmas Spirit (even with a granddaughter to cherish). More than anything, I just feel worn out. I hope you can find some joy and peace in the days ahead. Take care!
Hugs! Merry Christmas
Sadly we all have regrets and lament over what we should have done. I hope you can put it all in perspective and give yourself a break! You are such a kind and giving person...just remember that.
Your nutrolls look yummy.
Sending hugs!!!
The holidays always have me crying a bit too. My dad passed away on Dec 21 and we buried him on Christmas Eve morning. These days are always the hardest for me. I hope your sad times pass. Those rolls look so yummy. Love your stitch. I need to purchase this one. Janice
That is a sweet project! Holidays are hard, aren't they? Hell, regular days are hard...but then there's "holiday hard." Each and every holiday in my world (other than Valentine's Day and St. Pats??) is tarnished by the death of an immediate family member on or in very close proximity to that holiday. As if missing them wasn't enough in and of itself. Sooo...you said the "s" word...as in "surgeon." You're scaring me GF..... Holding you close in thought and prayer.
I'm so sorry you are having sad days, I agree this is such a difficult time for many. I have been feeling dark since early October, my son passed 15 years ago. This has been my most difficult year or some reason. That said, we do what we can and what we must. Get through the Winter and we will be better. I believe that. Cute little finish on your little pillow too.
Marly, I’m sorry you’re having such a hard time. You shouldn’t have any regrets. You did everything you possibly could, and then some, to help Carole. I hope you can find some happiness in the wonderful memories. My Dad passed away unexpectedly just 2 days after Christmas in 2002. I still miss him but try to savor the good memories of Christmas past. Thinking of you as you navigate your health issues. Try to find joy in the holiday season. And, starting tomorrow the days will get longer! Take care, Cherie in WI
The holidays are such a hard time for many, Marly. I totally understand your sadness and your missing your dear sister. My mom's been gone 5 years now and I still can't think of her or look at her photo without tearing up. I guess it's going to be that way forever. I'm glad to see you are getting some joy from your stitching. Your latest finish turned out so well--simple and lovely! Take care now and remember that Carole would want you to go on with your life and take pleasure in the little things. ♥
A big hug to you Marly and so sorry to hear you have such a bad time at the moment.
Carole is always with you in your heart and keep thinking of the happy memories with her.
You did all you could do to her and made her happy with so many things...you should not have any regrets towards Carole.
The magnetic holder is great for your scissors and other stuff! Great choice!
Take care and look after yourself, Truus from Holland
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