Nov 20, 2020

The good and the bad

First the good.  I started the house color because I couldn't wait.  The Brandy is one half of the rows, 729 is the others, color is the same.  I decided to do half cross with the DMC and decide later if I want the Brandy or not.  I really like the way this color will look.  I will use the method of entire house done vertical half cross first, then complete the stitch with horizontal rows.   I know I harp on this method but it's made my large areas so much nicer.  

The sad is our Budman. He was older when he showed up and that was twelve years ago.  He has a bad tooth or something in his mouth (but no odor) and he panics when we try to touch his mouth to check.  The vet said his heart is bad, and stress is not good.  He could not sedate him to examine and certainly not use anesthesia to correct a problem.  He was eating baby food and watered pate but won't get near a dish now, prefers to sleep.  He looked to be failing before this happened, and I think it's his time to leave.  

Sunny but cool today.  I have outside work to do. 

Enjoy your day.

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Nov 17, 2020

And then this happened

 


Bye bye gorgeous mum.  You were alive and vibrant for a very long time, but PA put an end to that.
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The doctor showed me my EKGs and explained a few things.  None that I am happy about.  I am having double and triple beats followed by double skips.  Has not stopped yet.  But my sinus rhythm is good, which makes no sense to a layman.  He actually told me it was not dangerous, it will affect my mental well being and anxiety more.  Well, it is.  He started me on a low dose of a beta blocker and said it may help, but other than that, live with it.  As for the Afib, he did not see this on the seven EKGs that the hospital doctor did.  My episodes are brief and can be treated with a "pill in a pocket" or ablation, neither which I require at this time.  Since I can't feel the Afib, how would I know when it's time to take a pill?  That's a question for the future.  So I will take this as good news and an annoying and unnerving condition that may improve.  Thank you for your prayers and good thoughts!

Now for stitching.  I completed the zigzag border and the bird beneath an off one thread tree that is not noticeable.  The breast is the color the house is to be.  No way I can stitch that large of a area with a thread so similar to the linen.  I just can't seem to get in the right hole!  I found this Brandy and I think it was used in a Plum Street design house.  Not too bright, and not too dramatic a change from the chart.  I'm not sure if there is enough left so I will order another (which will be completely different I'm sure), and also a few Colour & Cotton soft golds.  I think it will be OK, I really don't have much choice.


Hope your week started off uneventful, and is smooth sailing (or sledding) to its end.

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Nov 15, 2020

Thumping away

 Yesterday turned into a very unnerving evening and I was dressed and ready to go, and didn't.  I called the ER and the only doctor there was the same I had previously, and I was refused a brief chat with her about returning.  I understand they are not permitted to give medical advice but I had a question about the summary I received of her report.  From it, I gathered there is no urgency and she suggested I see my PCP, not a cardiologist.  After messaging my PCP to tell her of the visit and to request my fricking $600 pills, I received a reply - I called in your prescription.  No offer of an appt., no questions, no concern.  I've been with her for 20 years and was considering a change, which she knew.  So I guess her ego is more important than her patients.  We have some real buttheads around here for doctors.

 I was lucky that a cancellation occurred for Tuesday morning with a cardio I have seen before, affiliated with the hospital here.  The one that caused so many errors and failed procedures for Carole, but I will sit down with the Tuesday doctor and see what the plan will be and take it from there.  My hospital and doctors of choice have no openings until February.  Ativan has been a huge help in allowing me to sleep comfortably.  

As for the Eliquis cost, my Part D plan and most all of them for 2021 has moved a lot of generics and other drugs into Tier 3.  A deductible was added for any drugs in 3 or higher of $435.  Medicare patients are not eligible for coupons, co-pay cards, discounts, nothing.  You can use GoodRx, SingleCare and others, but without involving/using Part D coverage.  We do regularly because their drug costs are cheaper than through our paid insurance.  But only for generics.  It's a shame to be forced to purchase an insurance plan and find lower costs without it.  Example - Metrogel was $92 through our plan, and $32 through GoodRx.  The law is as follows and penalizes Medicare patients.

Under the federal anti-kickback law, it's illegal for drug manufacturers to offer any type of payment that might persuade a patient to purchase something that federal health care programs like Medicare and Medicaid might pay for.

Sorry you jackasses, but I need Eliquis to prevent a stroke, it's not like I'm being persuaded to buy a new mascara.  And I can't get Xiidra which helps my eyes.  If I purchase a plan through Express Scripts which I had when employed, aren't they paying for the drug?  Why would Medicare be paying?  If they are, why do we need all these companies begging us to buy their plan?   If they aren't, that fricking law doesn't apply.  I don't get it.  But it stinks.

Well that was a rant of sorts.

Here's an odd tidbit of info about Afib.  I noticed that at times during the palps, I was burping quite often, not normal for me.  This continued for days (I've had these since last Wednesday).  Guess what?  Burping can be an indication of AF episodes.  The vagus nerve is involved and I found this very interesting.

Both the heart and the digestive systems are strongly regulated by the vagus nerve. Stimulation of the vagus nerve is responsible for controlling gastrointestinal motility and can sometimes initiate episodes of AF. Because of this relationship, it is sometimes observed that cold drinks can trigger episodes of AF.

We have a friend who has been through ablation after ablation after ablation.  Twenty years of mutiple procedures and no help at all.  This article claims an ablation is not the treatment if the AF is caused by the nerve.  Could this be why he hasn't had relief?

https://www.richardbogle.com/blog/vagal-af-if-you-dont-consider-it-you-will-miss-it

My mother had permanent, my sister had paroxysmal now permanent, my brother has paroxysmal.  In all the ER and doctor visits, no one questioned the details of onset.  I'm sure none were/are the vagal type in our cases, but it's something to consider for athletes and younger patients because the drugs to treat are ineffective and a different avenue is taken.  Interesting!

Done with the boring, on to the stitching.

This is all the stitching I've accomplished, working to the right of the house, and the double outline of the border.   It depends on how shaky I feel, not as bad today.


I worked out a brick pattern and chose the threads, scanned this into the Paint program to visualize.  Did not care for it.  Who doesn't like a brick house?  I can't explain it, other than the familiarity of seeing this chart over the years and loving it as is.  I found a partial skein of GA Brandy and it may work, not much variegation, but may be too gold.  

Have a good day folks.  We're under a severe thunderstorm watch but so far so good.

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Nov 12, 2020

Jazzed up

 ((💓)) Big time.  I started having arrhythmia yesterday and after five hours, decided it was time for an ER visit.   Afib is mixed in with skips and PVCs (premature ventricular contractions) and driving me nuts.  I am so jittery from my chest and insides shaking that I can't successfully get that skinny needle in the correct hole all the time, so stitching is on hold until I have a steady hand.  I was to be admitted but declined.  The gentleman in the hall had just tested positive for Covid and I did not want to stay anyway.  Now, I'm a little sorry I didn't.  My doc appt isn't until Tuesday and I will try tomorrow for an earlier visit with another doctor office since there has been no break in the action.  Not for a minute.  So unnerving, a little scary, and four more days will be tough.  Not sure what they can do but I need to find $600 to get back on Eliquis.  If it gets worse, I will go back and stay.  We were there well past midnight and I am tired and sleepy, but it's difficult to sleep when you fear what may happen during that time.  I gotta wake up!!!  I have to finish Elizabeth!!

Enjoy your weekend.

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Nov 11, 2020

Part two of- what day is it

 It IS Wednesday.  Veteran's Day.

A grateful thank you to all who have served and are serving today.

This is one of my favorite photos.  My mom's dad staring with pride at his son.   This man could not have been prouder to have a son so committed to this country, and it shows in this photo.  Dziadzia was always looking at him with a sweet smile, almost fixated on his son's handsome face.  That pride is felt by families today, and gratitude from America's citizens, as we honor those serving this country.

This is my grandfather that I wrote about previously, who visited Poland after he lost my grandmother.  My mom and aunt went to the airport to pick him up, he literally fell to the ground and laid there, without shirt, no wallet, no watch, no belt, no socks, no wedding band.  Luggage and contents left behind. A tattered undershirt, torn pants that did not fit, shoes with holes and no socks.  No jacket, no hat, no gloves.  They thought he had a heart attack and ran to help him.  He was sobbing uncontrollably.  Kissing the ground of America.  His village was so poor he left everything he could with them.  Being a man with a simple job and no money of his own, it was a great sacrifice to send money every month, even if all he had were a few coins.

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Elizabeth's house

 It will be the charted color.  I can't waste any more time trying to find a suitable overdyed and ordering is a crap shoot anyway.  The light yellowish shade goes with the other colors and I think looks the best so I'm not changing it.  I could dye the DMC myself and used the Paint program to preview, not impressed.  Brick would be much better and depending on the day, mood, weather, and food, will be determined at that time.

I plan to move back to the top section now and complete to the right of the house, but not the house just yet.  Except for a few eyelets in the dividing bands, those stitches are over.

A chilly rainy day makes for cuddling.


Enjoy your day, whatever it is.  
I thought Tuesday, but Wednesday is an option too.
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