May 2, 2021

The hut

The cave.  Seeing an empty bed at night and early morning is heart wrenching isn't it?  As frail as he had become, we were surprised to see him scratch deck posts, chase Missy to the woods, and jump on the bed several times each eve to snooze next to Mark as he watched a game.  So I carried him to that bed and Mark took over stroking him until the very end.  Thank God for the mobile vet that added us.  She kept in touch throughout the day making sure Bud was comfortable and not in pain.  He had a stroke, mobility was hampered as was eyesight, but we were talking and touching him so he was not afraid.  His final day was calm and quiet, snoozing in his hut as we kept him company.

  Mark visited Carole, came home and saw Nit in Bud's freshly washed hut, yelled to him to get out - that's Bud's!  Gives us a head turn too since he is the image of his dad.  Mark is having a hard time after the last few months, more so than he expected.  Missy has not stopped meowing.


The left side of Margret (36 count PTP Legacy) is stitched, and I doubt I will take it to Cleveland but who knows.  Everything has been undecided, unplanned, postponed, cancelled, rescheduled, for both Carole and myself  for months.  So why waste time choosing?  Better to kit a few (which I rarely do) and throw them in a bag.  I'd like to have new books ready in hopes she will be recovering in a facility.  Nightmares wake me that she will not. Macomber and Karon are her favorites.  Are Susan Wigg's stories similar?   She's read a few Evanovich and Patterson but as soon as blood and guts are mentioned, she's done. Historical are too involved for her. 
Thank you everyone.
Have a nice Sunday.  In May.  Damn.

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Apr 30, 2021

My Budman

 We have no idea when your birthday was, month or even year.  You were a faithful companion to your Missy, and watchful dad to your son.  The only one of this rescued crew that wanted attention and touch.  We will miss you dear boy.





Sleep well.


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Apr 29, 2021

Punching drops

 Hi stitching buds.  I am in shock that this weekend is May.  Are we sure?  Usually by Mother's Day the deck is cleaned, windows washed, screens in, outdoor furniture in place for flowers and ferns, summer clothing out, and sweaters packed.  The majority of those tasks would be a waste of time since concrete dust and mud will require starting over.  

My anxiety weight loss has continued and with no end to the mouth issues, I should be able to fit in last summer's pants which rarely happens.  Thank you Macy's for the Karen Scott extreme comfort and forgiving knit capris!  I had gained some back after the initial loss but currently down almost 25 pounds.  I can't remember if I donated all those smaller clothes that were packed, unpacked, packed, unpacked.  Isn't that the way it always is?  Once you rid yourself of things, you want them.  Recently saw the Plantation Sampler finished and I sold the chart along with others thinking I would never stitch it.  And here's the quirk!  If I found another and purchased again, I would stash it away and in a few years, it would leave again.  

Medical update ..  the wonderful doctor at CC had his office call and offer us a double booking.  Several weeks after a second aortic valve replacement and cardiogenic shock, this stress is not good for her.  And ... you won't believe this .... after all the messages, calls, and tricks to get her moved up, an offer of a mid afternoon appt today had to be refused. It was an early morning call so ambulance transport had time to schedule her, and when I called to set it up, I had a little bit of shock.  Did not know that hemoglobin had another drop and she required a transfusion.  Today.  Would never be over in time, especially with a two hour drive.  She was so upset.  I told her things happen for a reason, and we now will have to leave at 6am the end of next week unless we can find a cancellation.  What are the odds of hours of work to get an appt moved up, at the perfect time of day, and after several weeks TODAY she needs blood.  Holy crap.

I have to call the desk this evening because that change in meds is not enough, and she was informed that it was one day and they are to reduce it to every six hours again.  She is adamant about not going into nursing home care (for recovery between procedures) since our locals are terrible, but the one about 40 minutes from here is praised by residents and family alike.  I do believe they will expect her to stay at a skilled facility of their choice near the clinic since the CC docs visit patients there.  We'll see.

Now about that drop.  I wanted to make a few thread drops so purchased a Fiskars punch months ago.  Is this right?  The hole is much closer to the edge than I expected and is not sturdy enough since stitch tension isn't the only time my tugs can be aggressive.  I assumed the margin edge would be as shown on the lever but it isn't.  So is there a punch that you use and allows a little thicker edge to prevent tearing?  

It's 8pm and still light enough to see critters in the yard, summer is around the bend.  We're all hoping that taking these bends way over the speed limit will cease while offering relief and recovery.  Going up for a hot shower, coming down to stitch if I can stay awake. 

Have a good evening and a pleasant TGIF folks.

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Apr 27, 2021

Running out of new obscenities

Are you kidding?  Maybe I'm just stupid, brain cells melting from stress.  Or the heat from the 24/7 fire in my mouth has seeped through my palate.  They cancelled this morning because even .......  what the hell.  Doesn't matter at this point.  Another two week wait, nasty things exiting my mouth for two days.  Carole just called, thankful that they FINALLY increased her lousy 100 mg gabapentin dose to what CC was giving her.  I am looking into other options, including an ambulance dropping her off at the CC ER, before any more of that foot turns black.

Carole's calls gasping and sobbing from pain have kept me quite upset and busy in the evening, so no stitching.  I do like Margret and will try to protect her from flames or open windows.  Several gowns were kept and I managed to pack up and ship back her clothing.  I can't be there to help with fit, her new gown is still on the stand in her room, but oh does she love these muumuus.  You know my problem with decision making and there are way too many prints to choose.  These came in today and I do believe she will love them.  Been a leopard girl her entire life, she will approve.



Another idea for the wrap back hospital gown. Duster is snap front, and rather than open the entire back, I will fold over a few inches down the center to her waist and topstitch (ordered larger size).  The back panel of the pleat can have a print or solid fabric sewn to its edge, horizontal topstitch across waist to hold the added panel.  No longer needed?  Remove the panel, sew the two edges, pleat please!

I tried the vinegar, wrinkle sprays, dryer sheet, everything, those creases would not release.  This stripe doesn't look like it will have that problem.

To explain the large sewer bill, $3500 to tie in, $60 per month forever, $8500 to excavate and install pipe to the road,  extra to excavate and install from other end of house where mom's bath was added.  Removal of wood deck, break and remove stamped concrete patio, barn stone edging, shrubs.  The deck is the only part we're replacing.

Someone requested a sampler box weeks ago, but no-reply status prevented an answer.  Maybe in the future if quality boxes are found.

Have a good night.  I hope to sleep this time.

Thanks for visiting.

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Apr 25, 2021

If I had an old towel,

 I would throw it in.  But I passed them on to the shelter and refuse to throw a new one.  No sense in having a hissy fit, bitch fest, or rabid rant.

So I'll show you how close I am to completing one side.  Margret is a sweet stitch when all else is sour.  

Snow is gone, cement poured, seeded and strawed, now all we have to do is find $18520 to pay contractors and township for toilet privileges in my home.

Overlapped back gowns for sis came is, jersey is very nice but clingy, one woven will be returned (very stiff), and another is a lovely print but washing, ironing, spraying, steaming, will not remove these creases throughout the garment.  She is so miserable, pain has not lessened, no books movies or music are wanted.  No more treats or iced drinks are requested.  Eight weeks unable to move while in tremendous pain is taking a great mental and emotional toll.  

Hoping Tuesday's call will give her some hope.

Take care of yourself, stay well.

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Apr 22, 2021

Waiting

 Nothing new.  

Yesterday...


This morning....

Tonight....

Bedtime.

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