What the hell

 Mark's fever was quite high and is now 102, blood cultures, possible sepsis, lyme, covid.  Here's what really frosts my wide ass.  Well... in addition to said ass being so wide.  Months ago, we could get a test at almost any pharmacy or hospital, just about any corner.  Now we have two.  One takes insurance, another is a real problem.  We went THREE times after the lab work and may not even get tested tomorrow.  You pull up to urgent care, call a phone number and tell them your car color, and it only takes a few minutes if that.  The number has a recording that they are too busy and try another day.  The parking lot was filled, kids running around, people sitting in hot cars, and I am furious.  Don't preach your bullshit when you took away all those tests.  Don't criticize people like myself and neighbor that got an autoimmune from a vaccine, or friends that have cancer and no immune system, and others like us that are advised by more than one doctor that it may destroy your body.  NOT because of the vaccine (which I would get in a minute if I could) but because of our immune system's reaction.  And why are we not told about the drugs and treatments that can prevent hospitalization or severe illness?  What are they?  Where are they?  Not here.  I would have to drive a few hours to get any of them and I want to know why tests and especially treatments that save lives and limit damage are not available everywhere?  Since at least 25% of hospitalized are vaxed, and so many of our friends fully vaxed have carried and spread it with mild symptoms, wouldn't treatments be as important if not more so?  If you can still get a less severe case and unknowingly spread it after two shots, testing and early treatment would be a better option and create your own antibodies.  I don't get it.  I'm sorry to rant but dammit, we need to take her to Pittsburgh and need tested.  I do not believe that's why he is ill, but if he is not better or can transmit I need to hire someone to drive me back and forth.  Maybe I'm ticked because I'm exhausted.  No.  Wait a minute.  I ticked because this situation is focused on one aspect and not taking in all the options for us.  

And then there's that wide ass.

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Landscaping

 The ground is prepared and ready for me to plant the trees.  Counted several tmes, still needed to frog but no where the amount of the first page.

Mark is seeing the doctor this afternoon even though feeling better this morning.  Strange.  Sopping wet sweats, calm, then teeth chattering.  No cough, sniffles, sore throat.  As always to the dismay of doctors, I search online and the only thing I found with those symptoms is Lyme.  I don't feel great and would like answers from the doc if this is a virus traveling here because we have to be well Thursday.  She goes by transport, we drive ourselves, but even if it's just a doc consult she has to have me there.

My much loved cousin who spent fall seasons at Carole's house passed away last night.  She was right side paralyzed after a major stroke following surgery, and we haven't seen her since she has been in a wheelchair.  She had a procedure for occulsion in her leg but her sister said it was more complicated than that as to cause of death.  Since this is the procedure Thursday, Carole is quite upset.  I need to get the lung CT over tomorrow with good results.  I'm starting to feel like a wet rag (mom's favorite description) but I will go because I need to cross this off the stress list.

I got an email about a linen order being shipped that I forgot about.  I am forgetting WAY too much.  But can still remember friends' phone numbers from 55 years ago.  My dad was a whizz at math as if his brain was a calculator.  I didn't know that he created drawings and portraits until mom passed and I saw inside her personal drawers.  He was fantastic.  But he worked a midnight shift and then drove delivery truck right from there until 2 pm to keep us off "relief".  No time to pursue art.

I took the recommendation to use honey for my burning tongue and recently drizzled it on avocado and tomato salad with Ariston balsamic.  It's the only vinegar I can use and a small amount is plenty.  We have a gourmet shop local that refills the bottles.  I love the honey on it and also drizzled on roasted tomatoes.

Well, I need to go take an Ativan to slow the PVC palps that are pounding my chest and get ready to go.  Hope your day is free of stress and sadness.  Almost impossible at my age.

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Now I'm done

 Hi folks.  Mark is sick and in bed, I doubt he will be much better tomorrow.  I've been watching the anniversary specials, staying home, so ordered what we need for pickup and Chris will get it for me.  I will never get used to no saliva and eye drops every 15 minutes, but not being able to drive because of that, is maddening.  I'm assuming he will be well enough to drive for her intervention in Pittsburgh Thursday.  I have my lung CT Tuesday followed by an office visit for results, I can have someone take me.

The Ale I love more than the other piece is brighter, lighter.  I swore I would not mess with dyes and dips again, but I did.  Last time!  I always test a corner and this time the entire edge was needed.   The diluted dye is actually a greenish brown but any dampness to the linen lightened it to a warmer hue, a water drop lightened to yellow. This did not happen on the three other PTP linens, so I am lucky that I proceeded with caution on this one and realized the test spots were actually removing color, not adding.  Very light touch with only a damp sponge, better than before, done.  Close call.

Before

After

I impressed the facility's finance department and ambulance company with this announcement - she was approved for Medicaid!  They said it would not happen for at least another month and didn't believe me until they checked the account number I submitted.  She also found out that they won't be making her leave her room and go into the rehab section after surgery, she can stay where she is.  Two things bothering her were settled favorably.

The landscaper stopped in earlier and checked the area again, I told him I can't think straight or make decisions right now so just fix the yard and remove these concrete pieces and mud.  Talked for quite a while and he gave me another price that we can live with and he will come this week.  He doesn't live far from me and their house is unbelievable.  Enormous, acreage, steep copper roof, outbuildings for guests, stunning.  Very nice, professional, friendly, honest, excellent work by his employees that he inspects daily.

I hope your Sunday is enjoyable.  I plan to browse for charts, no more linen.  And pull a 32 count for testing Sulky and floche.  Thanks for suggesting, I do have several colors somewhere.

Stay safe.

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Summer ends big

How's everyone?  We are having a few warmer days with a glimpse of the sun.  Except for sliding all over the unexplained slick flooring, needing a few Dramamine, and gaining a few pounds, all is well. I've even been able to get anti inflammation drops into Nit's eye without shedding blood.  Completely clouded, the vet said the drops would rid that, and it's working.  Amazing.

To better understand my issue with linen colors, you have to realize I am color phobic.  I see casts and undertones that drive me nuts.  Except for the Eureka, I like all the colors and will find a project.  But I won't be able to get another piece of 40 to match all designs I plan to do in a series.  That's a lesson learned.  Now that I know color within counts is not consistent, I should order a larger piece from the start.  If I don't like it, sell it, dip it, burn it, back it, but don't use it as a sample and expect more to be the same.  I really really like the Ale and saw a few otherlinens on floss tube that may be to my liking. 

I haven't picked up Rachel for a number of reasons, and hope to this evening.

Saltbox Stitcher mentioned and showed Au ver a Soie single strand covering a 32 count dark linen very nicely.  Is this true?  Can I use that thread (or another) singly on 32 count that offers full coverage?  I don't care for silk, it always snagged on my rough hands.  And I'm cheap.  But if I can use my 32 counts with one strand I will loosen my already sagging purse strings.  I need to learn the silk thread basics, separating, needle size, cut length, and would love to see this with several types/brands on a floss tube channel.

No Death by Chocolate zucchini bread this year, decided on just the lemon until I found this banana recipe.  Very good.  But I used almost 1 tsp of cinnamon, not the 1.5.  I was a little heavy on the bananas and also shredded zucchini (I use the fine shred on my mandoline) and I needed another 15 minutes of baking time.  The top browned quickly and the last half hour required loose foil cover.

Banana Zucchini Bread

Lots of calls to make regarding Carole's follow ups and appointments, so I best get busy.  Have a great day.

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I can't win!

 I order smaller pieces of linen (which now cost what a half yard used to) in two counts, and then choose the one I like most and order a larger piece.  Dammit.  I ordered more of two favorites, one for a series (Fragments and Berries) and look what I received.  Not the same.  

The first 40 count Hogbristle was not greenish, I liked it so ordered another piece (different seller).  Greenish.  Loved the PTP Ale and ordered another piece, much lighter.  I like each Ale and will certainly use both, but what a disappointment and aggravation when you can't rely on a reorder being the same.  So ordering from the same seller (if any stock left) is ideal, but only if it's from the same shipment or batch.  It's not the seller's fault, but with the majority of stitchers only able to purchase from inaccurate online photos, I think consistency in counts using the same linen base shouldn't be that difficult.  Obviously I'm wrong.

I also have a pumpkin latte correction.  The drink I received was not the correct size.  Mine was the largest cup used for soft drinks and iced coffee.  Another mcD's told me they don't make lattes (they do).  The third attempt at that drink came in a medium cup, which I argued was wrong.  Today, at another location, I was shown the cup size and it was not the largest that I received initially.  So correction, mcDonald pumpkin spice is not much larger than others.

No one has answered repeated calls for lawn repair/landscaping, original company never showed up, but we stopped to speak with a sole worker nearby.  He started hard work in school at 16, been building his business for 10 years, does anything related to land.  Sounds like a guy that takes his work seriously.

Have a happy hump day.

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I forgot .... Floche

 Hey everybody.  It's Labor Day weekend.  What?  Couldn't believe how many houses had straw bales and pumpkins in their yard on the drive to see Carole.  That was pretty disheartening and confirmation of what I don't want to accept.  I've been in sweatpants so often these past three months that I never really put them away for summer.  And I'm in them again and will be all week.

Once again, I had to frog quite a bit.  Two flowers were off, too lazy to work out a fix.  I don't ever remember DMC shredding like this but after just a few pulls, it's a mess.  I completely forgot about the white threads I purchased a while back, one of them being floche.  

The heavier DMC #20 and #25 were actually too heavy, and the floche was also.  Bulky looking on the 36 count and sitting higher than the other stitches.  Floche is not to be separated (so I read) but I pulled out one strand easily and it made enough of a difference.  The other flowers were stitched with standard DMC white and the floche is on the larger blue. 

Not obvious in the photo but it is more noticeable than plain dmc and I'm pleased with it.  It does seem to get  .... fuzzy? .... matte? .... something.  Since this will be handled quite a bit, it would have been better to stitch last.  If it looks messy when the sampler is finished, that small area can be done over.

If you're wondering why I haven't mentioned the other magnifying floor lamp, it was lost.  Amazon refunded the order and reported it as lost.  I don't think I can replace my circline fluorescent with their new LED, don't see that option after much searching but I will contact Dazor to check.  I guess it has to be compatible with the ballast.

A few more stitches in the tree and I will move to the next page.  Across?  Or down?  Oh these decisions.

Have a nice weekend.

Just got a note - ordered 36 and 40 Oatmeal!!

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