For now

I've decided to take a break.  I can't even read your blogs.  I can't stitch.  I can't sew.  I can't drive.  I was to take Carole to Walmart today and Mark had to drive.  Once in the store, I couldn't keep my eyes open from the florescent lighting and dryness, even with continual drops.  As much as I look at this as easier to accept than other diagnoses, I am really getting down to the point of crying jags.  Haven't had those since the menowars of a few years ago.  And they hurt because not one single tear is produced.  Not one.  If the Restasis helps, and that's a big if, it will be about six months before I notice a difference.  I have no idea why it takes that long.  But right now, I am having too much difficulty with reading, even with new glasses.  My eyes have worsened this past week.  So rather than struggling to type, read, and post, I've decided not to until there is some improvement, which I was told not to expect.  But who knows? 

 

Thanks for being my friends and connection to the stitching world.  I sure hope to be back at some point!  Until then, take care of yourselves.  Love you all.

 

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Big old girls

Two more larger samplers from years ago.

Sheepish Designs McCarthy Sampler (with glass reflections)

Simply Samplers Hannah Gibson (27 x 17 on 28 count).  Hannah doesn't really have much stitching for as large as she is, certainly doable for impatient stitchers.

 

Haven't started anything yet.  By the time my eyes clear enough to see, 15 minutes have passed and it's time for more drops!  I really wanted the leather board for the pony pouch but wrapping and gluing the edges is just too tedious for my vision right now.  I think machine sewing will be feasible if I have Mark measure and square the fabric so the presser foot can follow the edge.

 

My machine is an older model Kenmore, heavy and metal, minimal specialty stitches but still working fine.  Damn.  I should not have said that.  I've considered a new machine for a number of years but as with all my procrastinating, no action has been taken.  Brother?  Janome?   The Brother HC1850 is $200 on Amazon with 130 stitches, 8 presser feet (or foots - you decide), 25 year warranty, and excellent reviews.  Rated the best for beginners to experts.  Do you base quality on price?  Some cheaper models outperform the very expensive, but not always the case.  The closest service center is in Warren Ohio (about 40 minutes) and although they only carry Baby Lock, all models can be repaired.  Reliability is more important to me than special features I would probably never use.

 

Hope your week is going well..

thanks for visiting

 

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I found a pony

Well, two ponies.  Found in my pile of finishing projects, once on a box, once on a book, now as a pouch.  Lining is a tan and blue stripe if I ever make it that far. 

 

After sewing back to front, I pictured the finish differently.  Instead of the wool back and straps,

I thought maybe a wooden back stained or painted very dark may be better,

but I really like the idea of a thick distressed dark leather as the back.  Maybe not this high.  I like this shape best and a few pink berries can hang from the nail.  So far, my favorite.

Options courtesy of Paint program!  I don't know if my piece of leather would be large enough, and keeping it flat may be a problem.  Hey!  Cover the wood with a thin brown leather?   

 

What say you? 

I'm asking because depending on my mood, it may be offered for sale.

 

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For the bees

I read an article about making water available to bees during summer and it sounded like a good idea.  Whether it was another phony baloney story or not, who knows?  Since the little guys need to land in order to drink, using a shallow dish with stones works well.  If what I read is wrong, who cares?  I love the color and iridescence of these.

 

 I found stainless steel dishes and old pans at the now defunct flea market which will work great.  More easily cleaned than ceramic and unbreakable, they make a great water source for the deer and other wildlife. So I purchased these glass (not acrylic) beads to fill the pan with and I think it will also look pretty (was surprised at only $1.60 each!).  Something attractive to set their fuzzy butts on when taking a sip.  I wondered why some of the dishes were so thick, my brother explained that they are insulated stainless plates used by the hospital to keep patients' meal plates warm.  But when they hired a food service, all were thrown in a dumpster, not even metals and plastics are recycled.  He said he was shocked at what hospitals throw away (that would not be harmful or contaminated) that missions or clinics could use.  I am attending a fundraiser tomorrow for a friend's son that is going to Ghana with Medical Brigades.org. 

 

Pat Catan's got new items in for Easter and spring, and the store is pretty well stocked except for some items that are depleted in their warehouse.  They had loads of the square sets of three paper mache boxes, and several bins of the heart shape and small talls.  If I can find the heart label of the blue ponies and it prints well, I may get a few more of the boxes before they are all gone.  I think the small talls would be nice with a pincushion top and I plan to cover them with paper or fabric.  The short rounds covered also, maybe a berry top.

 

Another one of my favorite samplers that you don't see very often, Mary Haslehurst from Scarlet Letter.  Different than any other I've stitched with its freehand side stitching and the flame stitched top which I really enjoyed.

 

Yesterday my nephew went to the dentist for a molar extraction, and was told to immediately visit his doctor.  His heart rate was going up and down like a yo-yo which was never caught before.  He is in a lot of pain with the tooth and can't have it pulled until the issue is diagnosed.  On April 8 he will have an echo and a monitor, two days later a stress test along with two others I never heard of.  Since he is Type 1 and 48 years old, they will give him a thorough work up.

 

Regarding the Medicare plans I previously mentioned, I chose the BC supplement that requires no co-pays for tests, hospitalization, ER, doctor visits, nothing.  It is more expensive and you forfeit any amount toward dental and a yearly eye exam with glasses, but since I'm not sure what else may develop this year, I thought it best to have full coverage.  I can change at year's end back to an advantage plan if I choose.  My thinking - I pay for full car and house insurance, why not myself?  More peace of mind than anything.  I also had to purchase a part D Rx plan and the only two drugs I take are quite expensive so I will fall into the dreaded donut hole in a few months.  Mark chose the advantage plan (which includes prescriptions)  from Aetna called Coventry and will pay $0 per month.  Excellent plan with low co-pays and you even get a $50 allowance per month from CVS for over the counter items!!  And $250 toward dental!  And glasses/contacts with exam!   I plan to join the same at year's end once all the tests and doctors are over.  Today is the last day to make a change so we made it! 

 

Hope your week went well.  April is upon us!  Rain today, my husband is golfing in it.

 

Thanks for visiting!

p.s.  Those cookies are melt in your mouth, more cakelike, and it may be hard to form a ball because of the soft batter and that's OK.  Very old recipe!  Original was a little different and rolled in cinnamon sugar, we love this recipe more.

 

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Cookies

Greetings folks.  I got a lot of emails about the flu shot post.  Yes the virus is dead in the injection, but live and very diluted in the nasal spray delivery.  There are many articles online, most I cannot discern because of terminology and medical jargon.  A study from France was easier to understand but I did not save the link.  From the National Center for Biotechnology Information, National Institute of Health, is a report with charts (you need to scroll each chart) for each vaccine.

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5607155/

They are finding correlations between auto immune diseases, or flare ups of autoimmune diseases, after various vaccinations (Hepatitis, Influenza and others).  My cousin's wife has a PhD in pharmacology and I consulted her on these articles.  It has to do with T cell/B cell something or other that can cause these disorders when the immune system processes the vaccines for antibodies.  Or something like that.  These are very small percentages overall, and should not be a valid reason for not taking the shot because the flu can be deadly to some.  But it is something I never knew.

Sjogren's rarely goes into remission, and once the salivary glands are damaged, especially in a case as severe as mine, they do not recover.  So no, the doctors do not believe my condition will ever change, and it may get worse.  I use Biotene gel which works better than the mouthwash, ACT lozenges every half hour, eye drops every half hour.  And as requested by a few of you, I won't mention it again.

If anyone is looking for a new cookie to try, these are one of my favorites.

SOUR CREAM JUMBLES

2 stick butter or margarine
2 cups sugar
2 eggs
4 cups flour
1 cup sour cream
1 tsp lemon juice
1/2 tsp almond extract
1 tsp vanilla
2 tsp baking powder
1 1/2 tsp baking soda
pinch of salt

Mix together as you would a cake batter (beat sugar and margarine first). Batter will be loose. Chill in fridge at least several hours or overnight.  Make a ball about the size of a walnut, roll in powdered sugar, bake at 350 for 10 minutes.  Cookies will be light in color.

 

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The boots, the eyes, the shot, the tree

Good news from across the pond!  A reader friend and collector of Sharon Cohen designs was searching for her Tree of Life Book Cover chart and I saw one on FB.  The seller didn't ship international so I purchased for her and mailed it after a postal mix up.  I got an email today that it arrived in excellent condition!  YAY.  I love it when a plan comes together. 

 

My eye doctor had the most fabulous boots I ever saw on a man.  Square toed with silver trim on the outsole, not much tooling, I wanted them.  My eyes are healthy he said, but extremely dry.  Trying a prescription he feels may help, but I need to continue with the OTC drops every hour also.  When discussing the symptoms, he nodded when I said my PCP feels the flu shot incited this riot in my glands.  Really?  Yes, he said.  He has a friend out west that is a vegetable after one of the minuscule  live viruses reacted with his system and settled in his brain.  It is extremely rare, and he does not recommend foregoing the vaccine.  Bull balls baby.  I will never get another.  He said most doctors do not believe it can happen, patients are not warned because the chance is so very slim, but I am one of the unlucky ones.  He believes this because the symptoms came on like gangbusters within days of the injection.  Sjogren's onset is slow and insidious, usually taking years before diagnosis.  Too quick, too intense, a definite reaction.  So there you have it!  And to top it off, my recent blood work is not showing any inflammation and the doctor feels it is because of how quickly this happened, and my body has not had time to process the change.  Whatever, boot man said it will never get any better.   And he recommended I continue my annual flu injection.   He said when I received it, my immune system was compromised because of the sinus inflammation, weakened by the antibiotics I had taken the week before, and the timing could not have been worse.  Makes sense I guess.  I'm still ticked.  Maybe soon I will be plucky about it all, but right now the only pluck in me is for the menowires on my lip.

 

Taking Carole to my dentist today for whatever she needs and at the same time I can ask him what I can use for my tongue.  The dryness has caused deep fissures and it's on fire like a stitched piece that caused me grief.  We'll stop at a sub shop on the way home, DD for an iced coffee, and I'm taking her into Walmart so she can get a few things.  Sun is out (which kills my eyes) snow is gone (which makes me happy) ass is bigger (which makes me angry). 

 

Have a great day!

 

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